Not this time

If you love something, set it free.

Admittedly, "love" is much too strong of a word. (but that's the quote) For the first time, I was presented with the opportunity to live this quote in a literal fashion.

I did the right thing. I let him go, knowing that if it's meant to be, he will be back. But I've convinced myself that I'll never hear from him again.

I'm proud of myself for doing what was right--regardless of the consequences. But that doesn't stop it from feeling like I just got kicked in the chest.